Jump aboard this emotional roller-coaster ride through a painful past, unveiling the author’s harrowing experiences alongside his three sisters. Enduring suffering, rejection, and loneliness, they coped with trauma, abandonment, and self-reliance. The narrative unfolds the author’s experience of dealing with an alcoholic mother, being bullied, and turning to drugs, alcohol, and violence to cope with harsh reality. He shares his experiences of going in and out of jail and the hospital due to street fighting. Amidst the challenges, the joy of fatherhood contrasts with the pain of losing his son’s mother, navigating marriage, and embracing the role of a parent without knowing what a normal family looks like. The author candidly shares the transformative journey towards God, true healing, and redemption. His desire is for others to find solace in their painful pasts, emphasizing the importance of seeking peace. However, the narrative takes an unexpected turn as the author, facing the daunting prospect of ninety-one years in prison, grapples with the consequences of his actions and the discipline of a heavenly Father who forgives, but with repercussions.